i bruise easily...

sad birthday.

2010-09-04T01:17:00.002+08:00

i think.. it's the first birthday I've ever cried. it's a really horrible feeling.Something, i shouldn't be feeling if i was loved. im left alone, again.

it's only 1am. just an hour after and i am really unhappy. unhappy with the things in life, unhappy with the fact that things always don't go in the way i'd like it to be. i can't seem to please everyone. i can't seem to make a stand for myself, to do what i think it's right. i simply love them all too much to hurt a party.

i do wonder at times.. izzit fate or izzit meant to be? am i just unfortunate or am i just someone lousy to be with?

if someone says he loves me, how would i really know it's true?

if someone says he'd never make me cry, should i really believe him?

i really can't understand myself well, why am i still the one in tears?

ironically, ppl say the happiest day in a year would most likely be your birthday. for me, it ain't. not now. not today.

i had a suprise.
i had one.

guess i don't deserve, do i?

Get well soon b :)

2009-07-10T15:51:00.000+08:00

Get well soon b :)

i miss u.

Transformer!

2009-06-24T20:21:00.001+08:00

I've watched transformer!! *wee!!*

Freakin emo

2009-06-19T06:52:00.000+08:00

Tis morning im feeling rather emo-ish. Ish. Ish. ish. Woke up with an aching body. N i got a semi-sore red eye.

N tat's just the begining.

DRAGGED myself to the bathroom n started washing up. Realised i had 2minor cuts on my arm n leg. *ouch*

can't wear my contacts coz my eyes r still sore. Ish.
came down to the kitchen, mom was being emo too as my stupid sisters want each other's life at six in the freakin morning. Double ish.

n being the cheery on top of the ice cream, there's full of shit in me still.

To whoever out there, pls understand n not kacau the pmsing gurl. Yes, im having pre-menstrual-syndrome too :)

i'd bite.

seriously.

Selfish

2009-06-02T01:13:00.000+08:00

Honestly i wouldn't think i'd discover something new today.. It revolves around one's behavior, particulary being selfish.

it might not b the right word for tat individual or for some parties but i truely believe selfishness is only the explainable explanation.

ain't no matter if tat person's someone u know for a long long time or a person tat u knew 5min ago.. Selfishness is within one's self n it can only be seen..

if
we pay attention.

=)

OMG.

2009-05-03T19:14:00.000+08:00

OMG. Some random guy's plucking out strands of mustache(s) with 2 ten cent coins.

please spare me god. It's irritating enough to be stuck in a massive jam n NOW u torture me with a man who is STILL plucking his you-know-what more intensively now, despite the fact tat im finishing this post.

spare me god.
SPARE ME.

2009-04-20T20:12:00.001+08:00

*eyes rolling*

the quote

2009-04-20T20:11:00.001+08:00

Quote of the week

'Too much love makes you sick'

My parents.

Performance with b :)

2009-04-02T07:16:00.001+08:00

I caught a flamenco performance yesterday in the dewan philharmonic theater.. Went as an 'oba-sang' with four young pretty gurls.. N of course b. Haha.. He's quite the odd one, as he doesn't dance.. But i have to admit, he looked good in formal

*wink*

im really glad he agreed to go.. To b there holding me while i limp back to the car (i've got four blisters- orange heels. LOL.)

it meant so much to me, thanks b =)

anyhoo.. The performance was all right.. It's quite amazing when they combine a few simple things in life.. Say.. Guitars, tapping feet, clicking fingers, clapping hands n singing.. It sounded good tho i didn't understand a word they sang.. Mayb just maria n OLEH ! XD

overall, nice experience to share with my b. Hehe.. Seeing him bore to death while still trying hard to keep his eyelids open. I can get use to that cute face XD

Can't sleep

2009-03-16T08:06:00.001+08:00

Didn't managed to sleep well last night.. Some stuff happened with b n i.. Really minor but still.. :)

ali was having a hard time sleeping after watching slumdog millionaire.. She was freaked out with the making-poor-boy-blind-part. Guess she's worried tat it might happen to her.. Poor ali. So last night, she squeezed with me on my bed-very small single sized.. I held her hand until she slept.. While i stayed half awake..
Thinking.

drifted to a dreamless sleep at last but woke up at five with a tummy ache. Woke up again at six, seven n now eight.

lucky me?

get well soon b

2009-03-13T16:42:00.002+08:00

Get well soon..

I'd always be here with hot choc if u need me
:)

Key to my heart

2009-03-12T15:33:00.000+08:00

Im lying on my bed now.. Tired from the exams recently.. Kinda screwed up chemistry today. Planned to whine ALL about it now but somethin else caught my attention.
:)

looking at my own reflection on the pendent attached to the heart.. 'it's almost been there for a month already.. Amazingly, it still reminds me of that night. The night when your voice, so sweet still in the thoughts of mine, asked me the question. I still remember clearly how u squinted your dear eyes as bright light made u smile like i've never seen before. Your careful hands were trying to block the bright light still, without covering your eyes so i would see the sincerity in them.

I remembered everything. :) Tears r by the side of my eyes now as im typing.. I don't know why. :)

im happy saturday's coming,
that's why.

thanks for everything b, we've got a long way to go.. The crazy life of studying for somethin so major. Pull me up if i fall, all ritez? I hope u would :)

this post of mine isn't gonna be wad i told u it was.. It's dedicated to you dear.

=)

Emo-ish

2009-03-01T07:29:00.000+08:00

:'(

'i like it'

2009-02-27T15:22:00.003+08:00

life has it's ups and downs, there's good and bad..
everything seems to have an opposite.

i wanna share a personal experience which i encountered just recently.. i would never thought that an impact so strong could come from just 3 simple words..

'I like it' *grins*

a little girl who spent her whole day doodling on the walls of her bedroom. drawing her dreams of rainbows and stars with colourful crayons. everything seems so angelic and sweet.
tho it may seem to be a form of graffiti, just a simple 'I like it' from her parents would mean the world to her.

a teenager who had horrible experience in the past, who have been humiliated and teased.. could finally stand out with something of his own and people giving compliments for his hard work, saying.. 'I like it'

A dancer who tries so hard, stretching and doing painful splits by the bed at midnight. Exhausted from the day's training but the desire to be up front of the dance repertoire motivates her to endure the bleeding toes and painful joints. At the end of the journey, the director of the dance company steps up and says, 'Maintain your elegance and poise,'
'I like it'

For me,
I'm just glad i finally found the real meaning of the words 'I like it'. Some things in life aren't always as dark as i thought it'll be.. somehow, someone out there would finally take notice and embrace the real me from within. It takes time, of course. But the 3 simple words might not mean much to some people, but it meant a lot to me.

Thank you.
=)

chen onn and i =)

2009-02-15T17:11:00.002+08:00

feb 14th 09.

a day i wouldn't forget in the near future.. im quite certain of that.
it was a magical night for me, perhaps something more than i would have expected.. i've got another version of the typical valentine's gifts..

Ten red roses and a black one in a box.
A chocolate fondue.
Cell phone charm.
Love songs.

He knew i loved suprises.

Guess what?
suprise, suprise.

=)

Bad bad future wife. XD

2009-02-07T08:44:00.001+08:00

One thing i really dislike doing.

stepping into wet markets.

im posting tis blog entry now in jb, as in johor bahru- not the jln bukit back at home kayz. Lol. Don't get confused. XD
goin over to s'pore for the weekend, memang chun. Lol.

anyhoo, as i was saying.. I was technically IN THE WET MARKET.

Technically.

but i kinda stayed in the dry veggie area while my mom, the brave soul, dashed into the sticky, fishy, smelly, slippery, dirty portion of the market.

im so so sorry mom. Lol. Im not THAT into fish or raw chicken feet.
Im quite an arse actually. *grins*

another person i would like to apologize to tho.
u might have guessed, my future husband.

WHOEVER YOU ARE.
XD
i'd say im really really sorry beforehand, years n years ahead. Hehe.. I'd not be a hundred and one percent wife-to-be, tat's for sure.

maybe i'd just have a problem getting my vincci flats dirty.

any husband-to-be who knows how to cook?

call me.
XD

happy 2009 !

2008-12-28T10:26:00.003+08:00

counting down the days till the year 2009.
exactly 4days from today, which is the 28Th of December 08'

time flies.

=)

i had a WONDERFUL year, i must say..

i turned 18, my 1st diamond (hoping for more *LOL*), fell in love, fell outta love, dipping into the dirty river in kajang, touching a cockroach, DISSECTING a cockroach and a BAT, had loads of PMS-es, being REALLY emo, heard 'realise' and a few other half-way songs via the Internet, i sang (whispered)via the Internet, played mahjong though out the night till 7am, worked for the 1st time, being in s'pore alone - away from my family for 2months, got my licence, screwed up my front gate by knocking it WITH my reversing car (don't ask me about it), got to know i had quite a few new nicknames which includes (cookie monster, gummy bear,angel- *i always am one, fyi*), recorded 2 singles for the 1st time (thank you Ellie), went through bleeding toes and aching feet to achieve a distinction in my ballet intermediate examination (BANGGA), studied my ass off for lower6, not looking forward to study in bilik kuliah next year, NOT looking forward either to wake up at 6am in a week's time but looking forward for a better 2009 which doesn't involve war and the stupid recession (highly unlikely - *bummer* =[ ).

i have new year resolutions but i think I'd keep it to myself this time. before i end this post, which MAYBE the last one for the year 2008, i thank you for being around me throughout 2008, merry christmas and a happy new year.

Love all of u guys,
Rach

merry xmas

2008-12-24T00:32:00.000+08:00

Merry christmas.

=)

popo..

2008-12-23T01:23:00.003+08:00

it's 1.30am.

another five and a half hours more.

I'd have fried rice waiting for you tomorrow at noon.
so please, be there.

Love you.

can't compare with your spongebob !

2008-12-19T23:11:00.003+08:00

somebody posted a competition with me-spongebob.

but i think i won.

mine's better.

MUCH better.

NO

it's MUCH MUCH MUCH better !

u may ask why there isn't a copy of the competitor, well.... i personally believe there isn't a need to and.......

oh, never mind.

you win.

gossip girl =)

2008-12-17T22:21:00.007+08:00

I hope 30% of the guys looking upon these photos, KNOWS exactly what it is.

Gurls, no excuses if u don't.
SERIOUSLY.

Women like GG for the same reason boys like Star Wars.

Why?

Maybe because it takes us to indulge in our darkest fantasies which we most likely come by only in La La Land.

SAD.

As boys dream of playing with long lightsticks that can kill or perhaps cut a person into pieces *( IRONIC betul )*
Women on the other hand, dream of wearing $10,000 dresses while looking picture perfect 24/7.

Star Wars for Chicks, anyone?
=)

me = spongebob

2008-12-16T22:40:00.000+08:00

i was recently given a personality quiz regrading which cartoon character am i. and i am officially the SPONGE-Y BOB, SQUARE PANTS ! !

it was pure coincidence tho, as i drew the masterpiece of mine a few months ago in bio class. sorry la puan sang, sometimes i seriously have no clue about wad u're talking about.. so i guess i was dreaming about LA-LA land where I'm an angel who somehow has a sponge for a body.
kinda freaky.
LOL.

anyway, as i was saying.. after doodling, i showed it to my friends and as expected, i had a pat on my shoulder for my GREAT achievement. (*perasan*)

one thing i gotta admit tho, it WAS quite embarrassing when i realised that spongebob has only 2 legs instead of 4.

Spare me.

How's my doodling in class?

Classic eh?
LOL.

im here !!

2008-11-20T10:08:00.000+08:00

my dearest n dears back home.i am doing fine here in s'pore, enjoying life while i can. lol.

i am aware of the guiltness i'd feel LATER on when i realise i have yet to do the TONs n TONs of hwmk.. well, nvm.

so far.. i've done quite a lot here, even though i've only been here for a week.. let's just list done the stuff i did for the past few days kayz? =)

1. Lepak-ed in orhard on sat, had really nice wild mushroom pizza (im not an advid pizza fan but tat's REALLY good)in california pizza. ate again, my fav dark choc ice cream - yummy.

2. Sentosa for dinner, celebrated mel's bday

3. went to s'pore national library in bugis with ben, 2 stupid felles carrying handsfull of books back home via mrt. fuuny thing was, we saw this book entitled 'The Street Guide to Flirting'. My dear Ben didn't dare to borrow this book (i have no idea why, perhaps it's the guy-macho-ego?)so being an angel, i shall grant his wish.. therefore, i was the 'loser' to borrow this book. lol.

4. finally on wed, i DID study. haha.. but still it's somewhere in town,starbucks in wisma, orchard. tat was mel's idea of studying.. i really liked it tho. =)

5. there comes today. here i am, blogging while chatting via msn. goin to meet my long-lost-brother later.. haha.. not quite. goin lepak at noon in bugis.

ciao !

you know you love me,
xoxo,Rach aka the angel.

6months.

2008-11-11T07:27:00.000+08:00

Six months passed. Here i am now, still a survivor. :)

not trying to linger on to the past but i consider this as an achievement of mine now.. As i might have mentioned to those close to me loads of times.. The 1st few months were horrible. But my dad's words of wisdom finally paid off. After half a year, im here all-alone (im way early in skool as i've got no transport, XD )

'time would ease the pain'

it did.
:)

fyi, im really happy now.. Seriously. Haha.. Im glad i made the decision to move on n look where it's got me.. Lol.

i'd b leaving to s'pore on thurs, gosh i'd b missing some of em' here. I wonder whether they'd miss me back. XD

loads of love,
rach
0733hrs
11/11/08

special olympics

2008-11-05T22:29:00.000+08:00

My finals are FINALLY over. did quite okie-y i guess. lol.
it's over now n tat's all that matters.. even so, i've yet to go shopping.. tat's the sad part. texted my girlfriends but a shopping trip tak jadi tommorrow.

oh well.

anyway, the main reason y im blogging now is because :

1.Im kinda bored.
2.My 'xoxo, gossip girl' text message tone ain't ringing as often as usual tonight.
3. I got hooked with "paint".
4. I can't use photoshop, so paint's my only choice.
5. Well, you get the idea.

it's the volunteer work i did last saturday for the special olympics 08 =)

oh. told u i was bored and using paint. WAD DO U EXPECT ME TO DO ????

Im sick. I think.

2008-11-01T18:45:00.000+08:00

Im feeling sick-y now.

had a sorethroat yesterday, and i think it's some kinda virus spreading around.. I drink plenty of fluids but still.

i woke up at 5.30am today n reported to school at 0634hours, exactly 4min late. Lol.

perhaps u should have called four minutes earlier? :)

had so much fun doing charity but it was really really hot. Im kinda burned in the face n it might b the explanation for my feverish feeling now..
hopefully i'd feel better by tomorrow.

Oh ya, btw.. It was an honour to be part of the special olympics, to see the children happy despite winning or loosing, even though i might develop a fever after all the chaos.. It's all worth it. :)

p/s : thanks for the fisherman friends, it did work.
:)

i've cut my hair !!

2008-10-26T00:06:00.000+08:00

remember i did mention tat i've got a suprise for u guys in my previous post?
well, for those who've seen me over the past 3weeks or so would most likely have noticed.

no, i have not gone for a plastic surgery.
nor did i get married over the weekend. *go figure*

well, see for yourself.
=)

Bio. Damn.

2008-10-21T13:23:00.000+08:00

It's my final exams now.. Finished 4 papers, chemi n GP paper yesterday.. Tat was Okie.. Today was bio n english.. English was as usual but one thing i gotta say.....

I SCREWED BIOLOGY.

can anyone gimmie a shoulder to cry on?
:(

It's never easy being me

2008-10-13T20:18:00.000+08:00

It's raining really heavily now.. Gosh im feeling down. :(

it has been a wild ride and here i am, feeling rather emo and tired.

i don't have a direction, yet to have someone i can turn in to whenever i need company. Silent tears shed once in a while, without being noticed.

It's never easy being me.

Catch me if u can.

2008-10-07T14:37:00.000+08:00

Catch me if u can my dear.

XD

Surprise, surprise.

2008-10-05T20:08:00.003+08:00

Surprise. Surprise.

doesn't everybody love em' ?
:)

well, it's 8pm now.. A sunday night. And i might have a surprise to some of u in school tomorrow.. Lol.

behold.
u know i love u. Xoxo, rach

Don't try to fool me all ritez? :)

2008-09-28T11:47:00.000+08:00

Looks can be deceiving.

though i do admit i feel the warmth frm the people around me, it wasn't easy giving the uttermost trust to someone..

as i've mentioned, looks CAN be deceiving.
lol.

i've had spys who reported numerous gossips lately and honestly, there were pros n cons about some issues happening.. Hahaz.. Mcm gossip gurl scandal eh? XD

anyway, just wanted to say..
"janganlah so perasan"

*wink*
loads of lurve, rachel :)

How to touch a girl.. :)

2008-09-18T17:32:00.001+08:00

I really have a agree with a statement my english teacher made today.. As stated,
"guys these days aren't really the gentlemen they should be, they're lack of basic soft skills like opening the car door for a lady. "

after deep thoughts, i agreed with my teacher a hundred and one %
most of the guys now aren't acting as a gentleman but they THINK they are.

tat's the sad part.

loads of guys came n went outta my life and there wasn't much display of gentleman-ness and it's just really really Really sad.

even so, i did met a guy who DID open the car door for me once.. Technically, he didn't because i reached out for it 1st.. XD
anyway, he did at least walk over the passenger side, unlike most guys who don't-give-a-damn. So bravo for that.

n there were guys who offered me to cross 1st, before the guy did..
For example, a guy once told me, a gurl should always be in front, regardless when walking up a flight of stairs or perhaps during an escalator ride..

Reason : so he'd be able to catch me when i fall.

so sweet eh? :)
*it wasn't a boyfriend of mine, fyi*

but those are all my experience in the past and i really do hope guys out there who're reading this..

PLEASE. Be a gentleman for us gurls.

xoxo, rach :)

What a weekend

2008-09-15T15:05:00.000+08:00

Last weekend was..
how should i put this.. *trying to think of a word*

fun.
unexpected.
fun.

lol. Anyway, i went for a bbq party over the weekend n i caught up with a few close friends.. Obviously there're ones who im not-tat-close-with, it's a party anyway. (duh') i did socialise a bit here n there.. Lol. U get wad i mean. XD

it was a string of text messages tat made my night 'interesting'.. Hahaz.. I got to know some secrets i didn't noe existed. :)

perhaps tat's the reason y my weekend was Fun. Unexpected. Fun.

xoxo
rachel :)

So relaxed.. So free.

2008-09-10T14:39:00.001+08:00

Sitting cross-legged with a good book in my hands

a comfortable tee shirt on

alone in the empty living room

no worries,
no attachments to the outside world

just me, myself and i.

Leave it all to fate

2008-09-07T23:20:00.000+08:00

I came across a really interesting quote by someone i know..

i would really want to unlock the hidden message within the words written..

if

i had the courage.

if

i knew.

i ain't good in the guessing game, i'd tend to wish for tat something n something reverse happens.

XD

so who'd be able to solve the quote for me? Lol.

only heaven know.
:)

xoxo, rach

Sunway outing with bestties

2008-09-06T12:36:00.000+08:00

Im so glad im able to go out lepak-ing today with my 'long lost sisters'.. XD

well, im über glad to see my best-ies frm secondary skool..
u have no idea how much i miss u guys..

:)

thanks for accompanying me btw.

xoxo, rach
*wink*

Counting down the minutes till my b'day..

2008-09-03T23:12:00.001+08:00

It's 10.50pm.

im on my bed pressing the keypad of my phone while talking to ali..

"can u not marry in the future? I'd want you by my side always"

so sweet eh?
:)

she is worried tat i'd forget about her when she turns 18 in 7years time..

don't think i can, even if i want to!
lol.

my family made me cry just now.. I was WAY too touched by wad they did..
though it wasn't really ideal look n expression i had in mind but i weeped when my sis gave me my fav flower - the rose.

she even clipped 6 beautiful butterfly clips on it.. When i thought no1's gonna b remembering my b'day, let alone celebrating..
im blessed to have a family who cares so much,
a family who pulls me back up when i was sober..
i owe them so much..

friends are important, i don't deny but family is forever..

i was hesitant n felt irritated when there wasn't a big 18th b'day bash, when there wasn't a lorry full of presents for me..

after tonight, i'd b a lady, as quoted by my besttie pui wan.. :)

i m very satisfied with the simple celebration i had with my family, the simple note i recieved from my cousin sheena before she left, a simple b'day wish from a friend, a simple call from someone i love.

happy 18th b'day rachel
:)

Always be my baby~

2008-09-02T23:08:00.000+08:00

~ Always be my baby ~

What i want for my 18th b'day

2008-09-02T14:33:00.001+08:00

I came up with a list of things i want for my 18th b'day.. Well, here goes. :)

1. Monthly contact lenses (power : 325, 250)

2. Hard rock cafe brownies

3. Tote bag ( MNG perhaps? XD )

4. Visiting the eye of M'sia

5. Go clubbing

6. Stiletto shoes

7. Gazing upon the night sky full of starts with someone special :) *yet to fulfill*

8. A cup of rich hot choc

9. Sophie Kinsella's 'Remember me?' - it's a book, fyi.

10. L-o-V-e

11. Subway cookies (unfortunately, we don't have it in M'sia :(
but, famous amos would be great too. Lol.

12. Diamonds ( i HAVE to put this slot, diamonds ARE a gurl's best friend you know. )

13. A new cupboard for my clothes as my current one doesn't have a mirror n it's seriously running out of space.

14. Indulging in a choc fondue feast.

15. A tanning session by the beach with my yellow bikini. *snickers*

16. Self made gifts with heart-to-heart messages..
( im a sucker when it comes to this. Lol. I'd practically melt inside if it's something meaningful n unique.. The best part is, it's made for me! *AWW* )

17. Someone special
:)

18. None of the above.
a cheque would be great as..

cheque = shopping vouchers (considered a gift too XD )

Goin to avril concert!! :)

2008-08-29T17:39:00.000+08:00

Omg. Avril's finally here!!
after so many years, i can finally see her.
OMG!!
i've done my hair up, black eyeliner, a pair of converse n guess wad?? Im on my way to stadium merdeka!!

gosh im E-X-C-I-T-E-D

im gonna have the time of my life..
Muahahahaha.

xoxo, rach :)

B'day wishes. :)

2008-08-27T14:15:00.001+08:00

September the fourth.

does tat ring a bell?
:)

im gonna be turning eighteen next thurs, breaking into the world of womenhood as im old enough to watch r-rated movies,
no more pretending n getting all panicky when they need me to flash an id.
lol.

i have the right to make my own decisions..

mm.. Wad else?

oh gosh.
how can i forget the fact tat im at the legal age to go clubbing ~ tat'd b something new for me..

i'd b able to order alcohol based drinks like 'mo-hì-toe', tat's how it's pronounced.. :)

well, it's kinda sad knowing tat i'd not b having a party on my b'day.. :(
my friends r dead busy, ain't even sure whether they're free or not..

how i wish i could celebrate my b'day with sheena, mel, ian n ben.. My khakis from singapore ;)

i wanna put on my best dress with fab make up, perhaps slipping a pair of classic high heels n head to esplanade like we did before.. Trying out different alcoholic drinks n daring ian to finish the celery stalk. Wasn't tat fun?

too bad im stuck here, don't think there'd b any form of entertainment here n kajang, unless u include those free gay-show we have in town everyday when midnight strickes.
XD

i wish..
oh well.

:)

sg congkak here i come!

2008-08-23T18:18:00.001+08:00

Updating my blog via the car again.. I do this quite often lately, as time is money, right? Lol.

anyway, im on my way to seremban for dinner, an hour ride just for a delicious meal of ikan bakar.

it's one of those days where my dad wanted to bring us all somewhere far, ie : one U.

just to give him a bit credit, he did ask me but then my shopping khakis aren't here yet.. So it'll b kinda boring.

even though i love to shop, but im also quite a sensible gurl at times all ritez?
:)

btw, im goin to catch some bugs n creepy crawlies tomorrow in sungai congkak for my biology class so wish me the best of luck my dears..

xoxo, rach.

Back in malaysia :)

2008-08-19T20:41:00.001+08:00

Im back once again u guys..

;)

back via bus this time to my beloved town of kajang.. Only my feet n toes r freezing this time.. Lol.

had fun in singapore, only a day of shopping, no santosa, even though i've packed my sentosa-outfit,

SOB. :(

reasons why :

1. sheena kaur has tis primary skool trip to escape themepark which didn't open, funny eh?

the themepark claims tat they only operate during weekends n skool holidays..

Weird but true.

she has a goal of 50K
*wink*

2. Melissa kaur who has 2exams tis week but yet she wants to go out constantly. So as a responsible older cousin,

yes, OLDER.

i was forced to do the right thing by locking myself at home so she'd follow suit.

ironic eh?

lol.

even so, i've had so much fun with them both, from wearing identical tube-dress n end up buying another one together with a different colour..

mine was green while sheena's was red.. ;)

cam whore in the mrt station, IN the train itself..
only stopping when it was our stop. Lol.

as my mel, she came over quite late yesterday nite, after indulging in her ben n jerry's 6flavoured ice cream plus a brownie as she thinks she screwed her exam..

she was a mean-ie for not buying me back some..

*bluek*

again, as a responsible older figure, i forgave her.

AWW.

she end up hearing me complain about the UiTM issue, i was damn pissed off yesterday.. N whe watched the movie sex in the city till three in the morning..

yummy.

love u guys so much, thanks for everything.

*muacks*

remember,

u know u love me,
xoxo
gossip girl.

10 percent WTF?

2008-08-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

http://www.straitstimes.com/Asia/Malaysia/Story/STIStory_267775.html

10 percent. WTF?

tat's my title for tis post coz im feeling rather crappy now after reading an article via the internet.

damn im irritated.
DAMN.

i SHOULD be enjoying myself during my holiday here but i came across tis article where the BUMIPUTERAS (malays in m'sia whose old folks so-called owned malaysia) protested for opening a slot of TEN percent to the NON-BUMIPUTERAs (chinese, indian, etc) in one of our national uni (UiTM)
in case u guys flunk 1st grade MATHS, percentage is made up of the total of a 100,
which makes the subtraction of 10 percent

100%-10%=90%

WTF is happening?
the education we have in malaysia rite now, honestly ain't heading anywhere NEAR the vision 2020.

one GOOD example,
the usage of english in our maths n science subjects. This particular project was started in the year 2003 n 5years down the road, the government are trying to switch it back to an ALL-MALAY SYSTEM???
in order to b on par with globalisation, we have to at LEAST try to master the international language right?
the desision of changing the subjects to be taught in the english medium was a superb move but WHY is revised all over again n we as the citizens have to suffer?
take the teachers for example,
by changing the subject to english all of a sudden back in 2003, u honestly think it was easy for teachers?
i've met n heard of teachers who BROKE DOWN in front of the students as they can't UNDERSTAND nor EXPLAIN the contents of teaching well in english as most 'crash-course in teaching science n maths in english' i'd say, only happened AFTER the new way of teaching started..
those teachers i refered to were frm 'you-know-wad-race' and look-ie here, Im defending all if those victims instead of pushing them all aside.

QUOTA, QUOTA, QUOTA.
tat's wad it's ALL about eh?
though im aware of the whole history thingy goin on in out beloved country, i don't deny the fact tat they should b the 'favourite' ones.
even so, don't you think wad the UiTM students were VERY riduculas? can u just IMAGINE how WE, the NONs whold feel..
OMG. i can't believe tis is happening.
after working our ASS off SPM n STPM.. more than 70percent of JPA scholarships goes to the BUMI,
how about US?
aren't WE considered MALAYSIAN?
even a ten percent, is that too much to ask for?
things are getting riduculas n out of hand, don't blame me when i'd rather contribute to another country in the future..

"Who said I don't love Malaysia? The country I was brought up?"

"Perhaps Malaysia doesn't love me, as i wasn't given the chance after all the hardwork I've done"

Back to s'pore

2008-08-16T14:05:00.000+08:00

The air conditioning is über cold n i can't stop wondering, when would i be there? I've been living my life really well i'd say, much better perhaps.. I have the time for myself, involving in loads of dance performance lately, recorded songs for a friend's assignment.. I wonder at times, m i trying to convince myself tat im enjoying my life after ALL the Chaos tat happened?
well, i've came to a conclusion tat life ain't tat bad, honestly. Lol.
In fact, it's great :)
as i was saying, im damn cold now n i don't really need someone to hug, fyi. All i need is a warm cup of Hot Choc.. Tat'd b enough.. Can't wait to reach the place i love, to see the people i love..
don't miss me too much eh?
i wouldn't.
loads of love, rach.. :)

Do i go to the gym?

2008-08-14T13:30:00.001+08:00

It's thursday now.. 2 days of examination down, kinda screwed maths just a bit.
who cares anyway?
XD
i came across a really familiar question yesterday.. Well, i was having chemi extra lesson n the gurl beside me asked me THE question.
it goes something like this..
gurl : "rach, which gym do you go to?"
me : "erm. Erm. ERM. I don't. " *confused look*
me : "where on earth did u get tat info from?"
gurl : "from someone who saw u goin to a gym"
me : "who's tat? Omg. I don't go to a gym, on a daily basics to get buffed up." *eyes rolling*
gurl : "how do u explain your gigantic calf muscles then?"
=.="'
fyi, i dance since i was SIX. Tat's 12 years of prolonged muscle development. Ain't a gym-junkie all ritez?
:-)

Exams.. Zzz.

2008-08-12T07:04:00.000+08:00

Exam's tomorrow. Oh screw it. It been about 8months since i last had one.. Long long vacation.
pray hard tat i wouldn't screw up..
PRAY.
HARD.
oh ya, i'd b goin over to s'pore on sat morning.. For those in s'pore.. Get ready for sentosa n loads of bugis shopping. XD

Dance competition :)

2008-07-28T08:05:00.001+08:00

Im back once again.. Phone connection, if you're wondering.. XD im sitting on the floor of my skool's hall, trying to NOT hear wad pn gar-lat-dai's crappin above. Yea me. Honestly, my eyes r half closed n i have a slightly white coloured arm frm yesterday. Went for a party? Mm.. Not quite. :) it was a dance competition n as usual, we were kinda.. Messed up. Not the dance moves but our torn costume n fake bruises caused by the combination of various eye shadow.. We can do wonders with the dyi stuff when we're at a tight budget.. I'd post some pictures soon all ritez? I'd wanna dedicate tis post to those who came n supported me, my aunty rose frm u-know-where, especially.. Frens n family.. N for those who forgotten ALL ABOUT IT, screw u. Nah, just joking.. :) oh, before i forget, we came in third, behind 2 teams frm china, so we're 1st in m'sia.. Muahahahaha. handalkan? Have another encour performance tonight.. Back to the child's play for my hair n makeup tonight.. Xoxo, rach :)

Im back! :)

2008-07-23T07:15:00.001+08:00

Screw my phone. Screw screw screw. I've typed a freaking long post on my phone n with a press of the wrong button, it's gone. Damn. Technology ain't really my game, honestly. Thanks sheena my dear for posting such a sweet greeting on my blog, i miss u loads too, fyi. Ain't easy to b here alone without u guys.. :( things happened n i kinda got into the emo-state which i don't wanna go back into.. Sometimes u just wanna screw those who got your life so damn miserable.. I seriously do. But since forgiving = good karma.. Wad the heck. Just forget n live life the best kan.. No point lookin way back, after all, there'd b more to come.. Fingers crossed! Anyway, it's 7am.. Im in class fiddling with my hp.. Lol. I think i'd better save tis post before it's gone, again. Damn la wei, screw tis phone. Hahaz.. Au reviour my dears, u know u love me.. Xoxo. Rach :)

when will i find 'him'?

2008-05-14T17:56:00.000+08:00

roses..

simple yet stunning.

i've missed'em.

love.

2008-05-14T17:40:00.000+08:00

so many questions needed to be asked, needed to be known... honestly, love is something so beautiful, yet it can be a burden for some people who doesn't treat love the right way.. it's a sad sad thing happening nowadays..

too many questions, i'd say.. were left unanswered which hurts deeply, without knowing it's all over. like i've mentioned above, it wasn't the love which causes conflict, but the way the individual handles the situation.. if love iz always smooth sailing, there wouldn't be tears.. if love isn't treated the way it should be, there goes the ugly truth which leaves one in tears..

it ain't easy but if all parties are willing to give it a try, there'd b still a glimpse of light down the path.. somehow, people tend to give up just like that.. overcoming an obstacle is supposed to be a learning curve and people tend to forget about the simple fact that drew and kept it all intact..

Love.

i LOVE shoes =)

2008-05-14T17:18:00.000+08:00

HEAVENLY HEELS BY CHRISTIAN LOUBOUTIN

OMG.

im in LOVE with shoes so much more after this picture n some others in tis marvellous website set up for gurls who are fabulous.

FAB i say.

aren't the red soles just magical? i HAVE to own a pair of these..

i juz HAVE to.

pls do visit tis website gurls.. no regrets for sure

http://www.net-a-porter.com/Shop/Designers/Christian_Louboutin/All

new job.. again. XD

2008-04-25T22:57:00.000+08:00

u people out there.. behold.

i have another new job now.. lol.

so far.. i was a waitress, a telemarketer, sales gurl for 3days (tak boleh tahan dah) and now im a 'EXAM ASSISTANT IN A UNIVERSITY'

basically wad i do iz sort out exam papers, see students droll on their papers when they have NO IDEA WAD-SO-EVER to write anymore (tat was the funny part).. boring thing was, i have to wake up at 6every morning..

BOO~

n i have to sit in the exam hall which btw, felt more like a cold storage as it was WAY below zero degree Celsius.. *brr* the waiting time kills me because it iz ALWAYS a 2 and a half hour paper.. *yawn* though the pay ain't fantastic n there weren't any cute coworkers ( i was the only teen, double OMG.) but i do get paid to sit around.. easy job in other words.. oh ya, i get to check out the guys there too ! lol. hello, im a gurl la k.. but i memang angel la.. never do anything naughty.. XD

*three cheers for that*

SCORE !!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-19T22:59:00.000+08:00

SCORE !!!!!!!!!!

*snickers*

im slim once again !

2008-04-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

i did mention in my previous post tat i did work for about 2months rite? since i was a waitress, it did involve loads of FnB which made me grew slightly on the 'chubby' side.. someone did put it in a really nice n less hurtful way which goes a bit like tis..

" u are still slim, but not as slim as before "

like DUH'

so wad i did basically after i came back frm s'pore.. since im doin practically nothing but vacuum the house, bathe the dog, washed my mom's car, clean the windows.. i went on a spiritual detoxification path which involves just 2 simple task..

1. waking up at 6am to get ready for morning jog with my mom, despite the fact that i can barely open my eyes..

2. dancing 4times a week..

Mon : 8.15pm-9.30pm

Thurs : 7pm-10pm

Fri : 8.30pm-10pm

Sun : 11am-2pm

it finally paid off when my beloved dance teacher, miss tan gave me a comment during my dance lesson tis afternoon..

"Rach, you've slimmed down, haven't u? "

undang.. PASSED !

2008-04-09T16:48:00.000+08:00

here's the deal.

before reading the whole post, i would like to request for all of u guys here to be PROUD of me.

simply because i did extremly well in my driving test.. in other words, the undang / highway code i took this morning..

as usual, i wake up extremly early to get my make up done..

FYI : im a gurl.

went for the examination, which was supposed to b done in 45min.. i completed it all in 15 min and passed with flying colours.. muahahahahahhaa.

told u i rock.

the best part was.. i was the 5th or so to go into the examination hall.. there were a few guys but yet, i was the 1st to come out.. like HELLO. gurls i understand, they need time to digest but guys......

*smacks self on the head*

*shame on you*

n this is commented by a gurl who has almost ZERO knowledge of motor vechicles..

*task task task*

stick figure.. lol.

2008-04-07T14:19:00.000+08:00

any comments about my art work?

lol.

btw, i think u'd look GREAT bold.. which compliments your blue stick skinny figure.. don't u all agree?

bluek. no gazing upon the stars

2008-04-07T14:02:00.000+08:00

i have always dreamt about gazing upon the stars with your loved ones, regradless whether it's your boyfriend or family or friends.. it's really soothing and peaceful.

well, my story starts when someone with the same initial of 'Jay Chou'.. yes i noe, OMG.

it's a boy so technically, he, agreed to bring me GAZE upon the stars at nite.. but some last minute thingy came up so we didn't make it. *humph*

i was disappointed (obviously) and i did something which made me laugh.. lol.

i think it's an interesting way to get 'revenge' rather than getting angry with the other party..

* i hope u love wad i did my dear.

update.. haha.

2008-04-07T13:19:00.000+08:00

OMG.

so many things happened and i got to apologize once again for not updating.. from now on i promise i will okie? after i got to know tat memang ADA ORANG TENGOK I PUNYA blog site, i'd make it an effort to update it often.. as i feel the guilt at times.

*the guilt comes in a wave-y pattern,

approximately every 6 months once?

lol.*

i think im the only blogger who says sorry every time i update.. gosh tis is pathetic.

let me start from the top then.. remember the job i had in coffee club? well, i QUITed. lol. i wanted to do that a long long long time ago as i had some conflict with my boss and i wasn't pleasant.. about me quiting, it's more of an event set by dear god as he gave me a better opportunity which made me made up my mind.. i got quite good results for my SPM (thank god again) which was 9As, 2Bs.. Bs were both chinese and chinese lit.. oh well, it's considered A for me.. lol. for the results i achieved, i have the chance for numerous scholarships.. so i juz applied wadever i can and i got called for an interview which made me quit my job. great isn't it?

but now, there's another problem... gosh.

im DEAD bored at times as i have nothing better to do.. ain't studying, working.. in short, (doing practically nothing)

thumbs up for that.

UGH.

please save me from boredom.

please do.

bz working.. no time 2 update.

2008-01-20T22:17:00.000+08:00

dear friends.. 1stly......... pls juz forgive me (once agian ) for not updating the blog.. mayb i juz ain't the bloggy kinda person.. i juz only update it when im really free.. soooooo... sorry la mates !

it's 2008 u guys.. im turning the BIG num of EIGHTEEN.
gosh. tat's gonna b fun.. i finally can go watch 18 n above movies which btw, i've already started watching.. haha.. =p

so far it has been a GREAT year for me.. unforgattable new years eve.. *wink*
which made the new year more significant now.. haha.. currently back in s'pore again.. n im known as a part time waitress in COFFEE CLUB !! for those who donno wad it iz.. it's equivalent to coffee bean la.. where ppl go there for coffee n stuff.. though it's quite okie to work there, but i have to pay something back in return.. my FAMILY n FRIENDS are all back ay home........... SSSSSSOOB.
UBER SOB.

i missssssssssssss u guys la.. ='(
well, time passes.. hopefully fast. can't wait to be back.. can't wait.

MNG bag..

2007-12-25T20:43:00.000+08:00

i memang headache now la.. haiz.

why u may ask?

i wanna BUY A BAGGGGG !!!!

i honestly need one desperately, those bigger hand bags..

argh.

saw a RED HOT CHILLI coloured MnG bag on sale tat day.. was initially S$99 but it's slashed to the price of S$49, equals to about a hundred Ringgit.

dear girlfriends, should i BUY??????

where have all the guys gone? perhaps a belated christmas prezzzie for me?

*staring with watery pleading eyes*

ARGH.

MAHJONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-12-25T20:16:00.000+08:00

i wanna admit tat i simply LURRRvE playing mah-jong.
for u guys who donno wad it iz.. it's some Chinese game using tiles wif prints on it.. there r tiles wif a RAT printed.. there's oso the famous CAT *MeeeOww*.. CENTIPEDE.. i honestly have no idea why they wanna print tat.. juz don't ask okie?
any-Hoooooooo.. it was xmas eve.. 2day's xmas, lyk DUH'
instead of singing christmas carols, we were having simultaneous mahjong session.. (2 tables at once).. XD shouting out things lyk "PONG", "CHI", "JI MO", "GAME"... u guys might think tat im kinda outta my head but juz bare wif me 4 a while la k.. lol.
i was playing tat marvellous game till 3am.. crazy kan?
slept till 10.. after brunch, i continued again.. till 2plus...
though i don't say tat im addicted, but im rather fond of the game.. so u guys can ajak me over 2 play during the CNY la.. lol.
btw, i won most of the aunties okie?? hahaz..
tat reminds me.. i may have enough to buy the RED HOT MNG bag i saw..
OMG.

things i did after SPM

2007-12-24T16:54:00.000+08:00

things i've done right after the physically as well as mentally torturing SPM.
u guys don't b shocked wif the list you're about to see ya.. lol.

1. threw all my skool books/stuff/list of homework overdue/teacher's comments (ain't exactly great)
2. went to a really great BBQ parr-ttieeee bash over in Melissa's..
3. Shopping........... =)
4. facial over in aunt Agnes to get rid of the stubborn pimples.. *eww again*
5. WAXING all over..
- didn't include Brazilian.. i ain't tat obsessed la okie.
merely got rid of the hair on my arms n legs.. as well as erm.... underarms.
(normal la kan?) haha..
6. crasssshed in2 Convent's prom... sorry la u guys.. big mistake to give us an invitation..
7. had Uber Uber UBER fun wif my lovely girlfriends in prom as alot of butt-shaking was involved..
8. SMSed n called obsessively..
9. forgotten about blogging.. haha.. sorry again u guys... XD
10. Shopping.. *did i mentioned tat?*
11. wonder n dream about my future boyfriend.. haha
12. went for a lovely holiday to Krabi, Thailand !!! (shopping included)
13. had L-O-A-D-S of beauty sleep
14. indulged in a whole load of BasKin RobbiNs.. *yummy* loads of lov to u guys who belanja-ed me b4.. muaaaccckKs !
15. said 'Ciao Bella' to my friends n loved ones back at home as im in S'pore !!

p/s : im gonna b back for the new year..

do reserve a place for me 2 Parttie!!!

long waited entry.. lol.

2007-12-24T16:45:00.000+08:00

1stly, i owe all of u guys who viewed my blog as i haven't been updating any post since the 2nd of Sep.. oppsi.

as u are aware of, i was having the nightmare, SPM.. im awake now, btw. XD

after tat whole scenario.. a total of 23papers, 11 subjects in the period of 1month.. gosh.

thinking back, i do admit tat i was rather "GenG" i was basically waking up @ 5am in the morning, studyin n getting ready for the examination.. the days of ujian did TAggEd n prolonged till 4 or 5 in the evening.. unbeliveable amount of stress n PimPles.

i've said it,

PIMPLES.

*eww*

though i think i've screwed up in History n Bio, but hey.. i've did all i could n tat's the thing tat only matters rite?? hehe..

hannah me HAIR !

2007-09-02T15:06:00.000+08:00

guess wad i was doin tis morning... mm..

i don't think any1 could have guessed it but believe it or not, im looking VERY ridiculous coz im wearing a shower cap in front of da computer screen, looking all funny and pls DO not ask me why iz the fact that my hair iz smelling all hindi with a pinch of alcohol. =)

to answer all your questions,

NO,

im not loosing hair.

im actually letting my hair have some Hanna treatment, which FYI, would give my hair a bit of reddish dye after i wash it off me.......... hopefully.

my mom's having her whole head done and it's quite weird, considering 2 ladies at home wearing shower caps everywhere.. probably maniacs.

lolx...

the worst part iz.. it's starting to itch a bit.. aiyo.. still gotta wait for the gruelling time to pass by.... lets juz pray tat it'll turn out good n i don't have to dye it black again la.. and tat's the worst thing tat could possibly happen... if it turns out good.. muahahahaha.. u'd see it 2morrow in skool..

=ciaoz=

ker lee n i's b'day !!!

2007-09-01T00:11:00.000+08:00

For u ppl out there who have no idea who tis 2 chicks are...
PuuhhHLeeaAsssE ! y don't u??
we're both loud n smart at the same time.. don't call us bookworms coz we ain't so..
u can't really see us taking a history book WHERE-ever we went la okie?
*unlike some ppl... hehe.. =p

for those who know us quite well,
u guys should b aware tat we both had been frens since.. forever.
hahaz... and we both are virgos as our b'days are 5days apart.. =p

gonna be 17 soon... i can get my drving pass soon.. i can go to pubs in another year.. lol.. but worst,
i've got to sit for my SPM in another 2months...
other than tat, it's all cool.. =)

i've bought a b'day prezzie for my bff here and also for myself.. it's somethin identical actually... lolx.. sorry gurl but i too feel in love wif it and i think u might love it too..
so.... juz wait for another week la k?? hehe..

oh yea... thanks every1 out there who wished me a happy b'day, even though it ain't till another 3days.. totally loved wad u guys did.. oh well.. hope i can get loads n loads n LOADS of prezziezzzz... love u guys.......

MuuUaaaAaCccccckKz !

xoxo

Rachel

phew trials over...

2007-08-31T23:14:00.000+08:00

another ultra, mega late entry of mine.. again.

but sorry la.. i pun tak nak macam ini kan.. hehe..

lately for the past month or so i was having my SPM trials... so kinda goin crazy,

YET AGAIN.

wif all my books n studying stuff which are thrown practically everywhere in my house.. which btw, my mom has been nagging me for the past month to tidy... but yet i still haven't. *sorry mummmy... *

today's Malaysia's 50th Merdeka Day celebration.. i would really love to tell the world tat i really do LOVE Malaysia.. well, most of it.

hahaz.. but the point iz, im blessed to be living in tis country for the past 17years and it really made me who i am today.. 1 thing i can NEVER deny i am in love with iz the FOOD in Malaysia.. to b honest, i can't really imagine life without..

1. Nasi Lemak

2. Teh-O-Ais-Limau

3. Chicken Curry

4. Roti Canai ( i juz ate it 4 breakfast.. *wink*)

5. Fried Bee Hoon.. malay style.

6. MILO ice.. rules.

7. Penang Fried Kue Tiao

8. Laksa.... =)

9. Chilli/Cheese Crabs

10. Muruku.

11. Ikan Bilis...

need me to say more?

stupid moral project

2007-06-27T22:43:00.000+08:00

it's been 2/3 weeks of studyin already since the last break...
lately kinda bz wif LOADS of stuff.. mm.. skool work, stupid moral subjects..
i seriously wanna SCREW moral man.. i mean, im a gurl loaded wif moral, *lyk obviously*
n im expected to memorize 36 nilai wif penjelasan n juz pray tat i'd b a moral-analyst or a disipline teacher 1 daY??
puuhhh-leeaassse.
u ppl out there macam nothin better to do izzit? give us sturcture n essay questions, askin stupid question lyk...... "wad moral SHOULD Fatimah have instead?"

DING !!!!

my answer would most proberbly b... " do u think as IF i CaRED who's FATimah??"

nokia N76.. drool.

2007-06-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

one more addition to my list below...

i wanna.......
NOKIA N76.............

for my 07 b'day which falls on da 4th of Sep, btw.. XD

it's gotta b in CHILLI RED HOT and i really don't mind every1 chipping in juz for tis prezzie which i will treasure forEVER.

it's my 1st time falling in head over heals.. over a phone.

if no 1 iz gonna buy me tat... guess i'd stick wif snail mailing to santa..

Dear Santa Sir,
I have been SUCH an angel this year so will you be such a dear and gimmie a Nokia N76?? I'd promise to promote that u ARE indeed living all the way in North pole and u do care about poor little souls in Kajang who needs a Nokia N76.. Will ya?? =)

pls n thank u !! *p/s : i've left some cookies and milk by the door as i dont' have a chimminy.. opps !

i wanna go home !

2007-06-05T23:07:00.000+08:00

i wanna go shopping wif my shopping khakis in MidV.
i wanna get away frm aunt lydia who constantly sedusing me with Koven Chicken rice.
i wanna start dancing n working out ~!
i wanna see how i did in my History paper.. which i doubt would b really good.. *opps!
i wanna look at the lovely stars which can't really b seen here.
i wanna see my dog SPOTTY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna ride my bicycle.
i wanna sleep on my bed and my fluffy pillow.
i wanna sleep surrounded wif cute guys (posters).. XD
i wanna sleep surrounded wif roses.. *wink*
i wanna sms.
i wanna make random calls to my bestties.

i wanna GO HOME !

i miss kajang and the roti canai there la.. need me to say more? =)

sheena's workin.. lol.

2007-06-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

fyi, i was SUPPOSED to b workin tommorrow.. which pays me quite good money, considering the fact tat i still don't have a degree or wad-so-ever.. i should b a Converse prometer tomorrow.. nice eh?

the best part iz.. it pays me.. S$5.50 an hour.. which converts to lyk.. erm.. the total of RM12.65 (exchange rate : S$1 = RM2.30 ).. SO, if i were to work for 2days.. tat's a total of 20hours.. i'd get RM253...

i'd rather sacrifice 2days of standing lyk a fool.. in return, i'd get RM253.

RM253 !!!!!!

my mom calls me crazy mayb bcoz her pay iz WAY more than mine.. n she blabs about her never-ever doin tat for juz S$5.50 an hour... fyi : i don't really care la mummy.. hahaz.. sorry! =p

back to the story.. did u realise the was "supposed" tat i wrote right at the start of my entry?
yes, my dear frens.. i can't make it coz i have to go back for some other stuff back @ home.. *uuubber SOB.

the moral of the story iz.. even though i didn't manage to get 200bucks in 2days, at least i learnt how to improve my maths by doin all the calculations..

we aren't ALL losers sometimes.. u noe??

sun burnt.. ouch.

2007-06-02T18:24:00.000+08:00

as im lying on da sofa while posting tis entry, my tummy hurts.. mainly bcoz im suffering frm mild sun-burn all over my petite body.. LOL.
it was really fun n relaxing.. loved every part of it..
=)

*note to self : sunburn ain't exactly SYOIK. it's more of an OUCH.

im goin tanning tommorrow.. =)

2007-06-01T22:57:00.000+08:00

im goin tanning tommorow in sentosa island...
my yellow bikini has been waiting for a long time to b worn again.. lolx..
i SHALL ignore the fact tat im supposed to show up @ 8 in the morning..
yes, EIGHT.. sharp.
n enjoy myself for da whole day tommorrow.. WEEeeeeeEeeEeEE !!

sending love to all my girlfriends back in kajang.. im feeling sorry tat u guys can't join me.. wakakakakaka.. *evil grin* mayb next time. =p

holiz.. =)

2007-05-31T23:19:00.000+08:00

i MISS my blog.
seriously.
i was so damn stuck up wif studyin 24/7 for the past 3weeks.. i've been waking up @ 5 in da morning to memorize stuff but tat iz kinda NORMAL already okie?
i've got some of my frens who actually don't sleep for da whole nite..
i repeat...
don't sleep.
n they'd turn up in skool wif those panda look which i don't think iz currently in da fashion scene.. n they'd b proud tat they sacrificed their sleeping time in order to finish studyin....
*3 cheers for them.. "hip hip HORRrrayyy????"
lolx.. anywayz, i've managed to do well.. i hope.
those sleepless nights.. got loads of unwanted ZITS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh... screw them all.. as if i was goin into puberty once again wif all those ache competible wif a freakin volcano..
gosh. it's SO gross.

went shopping wif melissa n ben n oso my fav cousin who was trying to get rid of me the whole day.. wif no particular reason why... *wink*
was fun as we talked about butt holes, ah bengS, ah lianS (lala Family), minahs, mat.. tat's somethin they called me......
the Malaysian Minah. oh wadever !
n i saw a steet ball competition outside of Taka.. loads of cute guys wearing shorts.. u get wad i mean gurls?? =)
but i was there for the sport, nothin else.. i SWEAR! *fingers crossed!
oh yea.. i oso saw a guy wif a mohawk hairstyle.....
he looks sexy.
fyi, for those wif NO IDEA wad's a mohawk.. before goin4 an IQ increasing course, tis my dear frens... iz a MOHAWK !
*TaaA DaaAA !
even my dear Maddox has tat hairstyle.. so please u guys.. mohawk.. good !

i have a thing wif guys having their own style.. mayb a bling bling ear ring or mayb a mohawk hairstyle.. tat's damn chun !
provided tat style suits the guy la of course...
like DUH' XD

Yu hua idol 07

2007-04-22T10:54:00.000+08:00

so sorry u guys.. was really bz lately.. didn't really have the time to blog.. anywayz, 3 weeks ago i kinda went for a singing competition called "Yu Hua Idol".. tat's my skool's mini idol thingy.. since it was my last year in secondary skool, i decided to try out.. 1st audition i was lucky enough to get into da 2nd audition.. it was a cut from a total of 110 ppl to only 35.. geng le?? hehe..

then a week later was da 2nd audition.. n i was kinda "forced" by my chinese lit teacher to present a chinese song.. i must have some lost bond between chinese n wadever tat has to do wif it coz i can't seem to memorize da stupid lyrics.. it took me SO long to actually get it right.. n yet during da audition, my teacher said i sang lyk an ABC.

lyk as IF i cared.

n guess WAD??????? i was one of the chosen 10 for the FINALS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaz.. didn't noticed tat tis gurl here can sing eh?

the finals was yesterday.. my song to sing was avril's sk8er boi.. hehe.. i was all dressed up in black.. so were my supporters.. lolx.. really fun n i ROCKED out the hall man !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~my "cina" teacher said tat a star is born !!! wakakakaka.. chun la.

~the guy in shades ( a profesional singer ) said i was better on stage than he was..
~the other lady who's a MY fm dejay, i suppose.. said i was more of a performer than a participant in tis competition.. *im was basically flying.

oh yea.. i came in 2nd.

bio lab..

2007-03-23T23:36:00.000+08:00

Warning : The next sence is not suitable for those faint-hearted as well as people who
don't have a CLUE wad a skeleton looks like.. For the others.. enjoy!

let me introduce tis guy here to the world.. he's mr. skeleton, as wad my bio teacher said.. makes me wonder...... do we still look as if we're 3 year olds???????
omg.
anywayz, we learned da bone structure n all those other.... erm... stuff a few days ago in our bio lab... my bio teacher was lyk... "lets welcome mr. skeleton !!!"
=.=" *silent... n then the crikets start singing away.. lol...
was kinda bored, so i took my phone out n started snapping photos wif mr. skeleton..
btw, i kinda took his head outta his body to capture tis..
hope it didn't hurt... ouch !

Reminder : No human being or living thing was hurt during tis photo shoot.. except mayb the head-not-in-where-it-was-supposed-to-be-incident...

u noe wad i mean.. *wink.

chinese lit...

2007-03-06T20:04:00.000+08:00

1st day of my exams.. haiz.. the freaking chinese lit tat i was FORCED to take.. wihich btw, i kinda suck in it.. the only solution for me to ace it iz by memorizing it.. n it wasn't really MY DAY.
wadever i studied didn't came out. not even one.
i'd pass for sure...
but i ain't sure wad my chinese lit teacher would YAB about me tis time.
damn.
another paper 2day was malay..
piece of cake. =p
hope i did well though.. hahaz... anywayz, tomorrow's history, bio n english... oh well, may god bless me.

=Amen=

man u won..

2007-03-04T08:19:00.000+08:00

Liverpool vs ManU..
ManU 1-0
do u think as if i care??

*BOo sama dia, BooOOOooo
Lagi SekaLi, BooOOOooo
Tidak BerHenTi, BoooBOOOBoooooo !!!!!!!!

[BLUEK]

i hate exams..

2007-03-03T10:46:00.000+08:00

i HATE exams........

*chanting continuously...

banana, anyone? =)

2007-02-25T21:37:00.000+08:00

Re : To All Eligible Monkeys n Living Apes.

Care for a banana, anyone?

Loads of Lovvv,
Rac.. =)

thanks..

2007-02-24T00:03:00.000+08:00

oh yea, b4 i forget... im feeling much better oredi..

thanks for all the text masseges... =)

lov u guys..

=PeacE OuT=

i was sick...

2007-02-23T23:47:00.000+08:00

went 4 my gurl's party yesterday..
fab party gurl.
but i ate a chicken-flavoured cup noodle which... was basically tasteless while the other frens of mine are munching happily on spicy chicken pizza (fyi, my fav) n oso bbq chicken wings.. damn.
guess why...
i was having a freaking fever.
GOSH.... of all times.. during a party pula. =.="
in a way, i guessed my prayers were answered as i prayed for me to fall sick when im gonna have my chinese paper.. guess it came kinda late.
oh well...
thank GOD panadol was invented n i felt slightly better after an hour or so..

*bla.

im coming home !!! =)

2007-02-21T00:08:00.000+08:00

im going home tomorrow... =)
can't wait wad's installed for me there..
muahahahahahaha... =p
anywayz, i kinda installed a tag for my blog.. as well as a blog counter..
giving out loads of flying kisses to sheena.. coz.. i OWE her OH-SO-MUCH..
hehe..
so all of ya who visit my blog, don't mind dropping a tag or 2..
loads of lov,
rachel.. ^^

oh great

2007-02-19T14:00:00.000+08:00

i have the EXACT same blog entry as sheena's..

oh great.

*eyes rolling...

heavily broken

2007-02-19T13:52:00.000+08:00

I'm heavily broken

And I don't know what to do

It just seems like I'm choking

And I can't even move

When there's nothing left to say

What can you do I'm heavily broken

And there's nothing I can do

happy CNY

2007-02-19T13:38:00.000+08:00

im currently having LOADS of fun playin mah-jong wif my cousins..

lol..

remembered the time where sheena n i mistaken the 3 for a 2 n ended up shouting lyk mad tat we won.. =.="

the best part iz...

nobody noticed so we got the money too ...

hahaz!!

hope all of u guys out there r doin well n may u have a good piggy year ahead.. =)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!!!!

loads of lov,

Rachel.. >.<

love..

2007-02-10T00:50:00.000+08:00

If love is the answer, could you please rephrase the question?

Happy valentines... =)

volleyball !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-02-10T00:23:00.000+08:00

im really active in sports lately.. even my ballet teacher was lyk.. "Rac, u macam sgt hitam hitam lately ar... u look so sun-burned"... lolx..
fyi, tat's a tan. hahaz !!
went for a netball tornament last 2weeks.. 1st time playing.. was a defender, shockin i noe.. depending on my size.. hahaz.. weird but true. =p
didn't really win.. 3matches.. won 1.. thank god for tat.. =)
then tis yesterday n today.. guess wad i played??
VOLLEYBALL
im officialy starting to lov tis sports u guys.. excluding the cute guys tat im gonna meet when i play beach volleyball, it's actually a really really REALLY nice game...
was my 1st time playing.. didn't even noe the basics.. i pun pergi competition.. geng le.. wakakakakaka... =p
as expected, didn't win at all.. but it was damn CHUN when i get to hit the serving's tackle.. i mean, im new n i manage to do tat.. n the crowd goes roaring..
CLASSIC.
lolx.... but my hands r kinda swollen up.. tat's the sad part.. it hurts, btw.
n.. im goin for a marathon next wed.. n that's valantines.. i don't really have any plans at the moment... so.. im honored to b chosen to go 4 the marathon..
anywayz, i wish all u guys n gals out there.. happy valantines !!
those gals who r single.. it's al rite... have fun being single.. think about the guys u can flirt wif without worrying bout your bf.. it ain't tat bad. =)

special thanks to... han sen !!

2007-02-10T00:18:00.000+08:00

i wanna take tis chance to thank my dear dear fren..
mr kuan from skool... aka the brain, as wad i call him.. *no offence.. =)
thanks LOADS for helping me out.. lolx.. in a way or another...
for those who doonno who's brainy.. he's a guy who i usually borrow his glue in class.. n he told me about the comma being not the comma a comma used to b.
u get wad i mean.
=)

stupid blog.

2007-02-10T00:14:00.000+08:00

stupid blog.
i've been trying to open my blog for the past week..
guess wad.
a STUPID comma or wad-so-ever from the last post blocked my WHOLE blog.
guess commas can do more then a comma.
damn.

stupid blog.

2007-02-10T00:11:00.000+08:00

life's such..

2007-01-20T00:40:00.001+08:00

sometimes i don't really get the reason why ppl wanna go n make things so complicated?
they're really selfish as they don't realise the ppl around them who r involved in a way or another.. im 16.. i might not have seen the real thing, as they all say..
i juz don't get the reason they're doin tis..
it's full of drama and not forgetting the "acting" they've done so far.. it's all so FAKE.
it's lyk.. they feel all so desperate n all.. blaming the whole world except themselves for the fate tat wasn't meant to b.. sobbing about the sadness in thier lifes... how they cried and suffered in the darkness.. they're juz pushing the blame n resposiblity to the others.. n then when the storm iz gone, they seem2 go back to their normal self n juz laugh about all those that happened.. n there's somethin else to persuade.. unlike wad they claimed b4 where it's only gonna b tat one and only.. it's all an act unsuccessfully done by a poor actor, i'd say..
there's juz so much fakeness nowadays.. to b honest, i don't really noe how 2 determine who's all rite n who's not.. it's somethin really unpredictable.. unreachable by the understanding of humans..
but of course, there's oso ppl who actually care bout ppl in tis world.. u noe who u are.. so do i..
some stuff r best left unwritten.. juz let ur true feelings shine through, u'd b blessed.. for ever and always.
=)

happy 2007 !!

2007-01-06T16:41:00.000+08:00

it's already the 6h day of year 2007.. tis year skool starts really early.. if i haven't remembered wrongly, it should b on the 3rd.. i think.
it's fri nite n i FINALLY have some precious time juz the computer n i.. alone. i was really bz the last few days.. so i didn't really post tat much compared to when it was during da holiz... =)
anywayz, i wanna wish every1 out there a "HappY BeLaTed NeW YeaR !!!"

i actually spent the last few hours of 2006 in the city of cats, kuching. =)
went there4 a ballet workshop.. 5 gurls who seem2 b energatic 24/7, 1 hotel bedroom, 5days.. mess it all up 2gether.. **PooFF !
it was so much FUN.. i simply LovV all my dancing frens.. got 2 noe them much better n guess wad?? we're ALL shopaholics.. wakakakaka.. there were a few who juz CAN'T stop buyin stuff.. so @ the end of da day.. 5th day of the trip, i was left wif 55cents.. no kidding !!
i was lyk.. wad the !^*%$ ???????
i did window shopping.. it was tough, but i managed 2 pull through..
ate maggie mee tat i bought from da shopping centre a day b4 4 my breakfast..
skipped lunch..
went 2 da airport n borrowed $2.80 from my fren to buy myself a pack a cold-pack-

nasi-lemak... ( nasi lemak worth $2.80)
im pathetic, i noe. life can be SO interesting sometimes.. =)
i was thinking to do some street-act stuff wif a cap on da floor n hoping some guy wif loads of cash dropped all coz i simply did TOO well..
well,
tat's fantasy.
n im in reality..
oh wadever.
*eyes rolling.....

rocker chick.. ^^

2006-12-26T15:51:00.000+08:00

im a rock royalty.

oh yes i m.

go FUG urself.. oh wadever.

2006-12-26T13:47:00.000+08:00

i've been introduced 2 tis really nice website... it's talkin bout celebraties tat need serious fashion sence ASAP.
damn nice n it really works if u wanna have a good laugh once in a while..
oh yea, don't 4get 2 put a bucket nearby in case somethin unwanted comes out of ya mouth without ya knowing it.. it may happen u noe? lol..
go check it out..
http://gofugyourself.typepad.com/
there's another website to you might enjoy.. it's named..
http://www.awfulplasticsurgery.com/
i think the title says it all..
*puke*

the venorica's when it all falls apart

2006-12-26T12:42:00.000+08:00

I'm having the day from hell
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mentionThe tears, ashame
But i should have kicked your(ass instead)
I need intervention
Attetion to stop this temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is f'ed up straight from the heart
Tell what do you do when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up, where do i start
Cause i can't turn to you when it all falls apart
Don't know where i parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are(anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do(when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (i drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop this temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is f'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do i start
Cause i can't turn to you when it all falls apart
Can it be easier?
Can i just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will i be mending?Another one ending once again
Everything is f'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up, where do i start
Cause i can't turn to you when it all falls apart...

x'mas day !!!

2006-12-26T00:13:00.000+08:00

it's 12:13am on da 26th of December.... x'mas iz over..... gonna un- WeeeEEeeee already... lol..
x'mas day wasn't really fun 4 me.. kinda tired bcoz i was bz partying on x'mas eve.. hahaz.. the makeup, the dresses tat iz full wif BlinG BlinG which i LovV, the people, the cameras, the music... Priceless.
anyhoo.. i enjoyed LOADS.. the day b4 the party, i went 4 a Flee Market.. i was juz shopping n taking wadever clothes i like.. i was like some kinda royalty or some chick who's from a billionaire family.. juz tat............. i wasn't.
lol.
the clothing here was so damn cute.. n seriously cheap too....
i got myself quite a few number of tops.. MNG, Esprit, Roxy.. hahaz.. but the most expensive item i bought was a pair of earrings.. it's bout RM20 but it's really nice wif BlinGsszz.... so no regrets.. i think.
sometimes i wonder do i have some shopping addiction.. but i've seen MUCH worse cases.. so who cares?? hehe.. =p
oh yea.. it's gonna have loads of post-christmas sales 2day.. so i'd b out shopping... again.
wish me luck on it !! =)

MuaacckkkssszzzzzZZzz.. !
Rac...

new blogskin/x'mas 06

2006-12-23T12:41:00.000+08:00

look @ my blogskin.. cool eh?
lolx.. thx LOADS to melissa.. aka "mang zhang gui" 4helping me out doin the IT stuff.. thank GOD u listened juz an insy-weeny bit during ya IT class.. hahaz.. it was fun... =)
it's alredy the 23rd.. gonna b 06's x'mas in another 2days.. oh well.. time flies really fast n we can barely catch the time that has done by.. but i had fun tis year.. no regrets wad-so-ever... ~~ =)
gonna have a x'mas parttie 2morrow.. it's gonna b SO MUCH FUN !!!!
hahaz.. i juz LOVE our anual x'mas party.. time 4us gals *wink* to doll up n look FAB !
*not as if tat's somethin new.. **eyes rolling///
anywayz, im gonna wear a low back top.. damn damn damn chick.
kinda lyk a LBD, but it's actually a 2piece... aren't im a genius?? =)
wish all of u guys out there no matter i noe ya or not.. juz have fun n go crazy while u can, all rite? wish ALL of u a happy, merrrry christmas n a happy new year !!!
mua signing off..
loads of LOvvvvvvvvvV,
Rac.

oppssi !!

2006-12-01T21:57:00.001+08:00

hahaz.. it was supposed 2 b tis in my last entry...
guys playing vollyball, ain't netball.. sorry u guys!! hehe..
lolx.. my mistake !!! =)
anywayz, here i m, @ home.. kinda bz lately wif stuff @ skool.. gonna go4 a camp next week... hope it'll b nice 1.. kinda wondering whether i can get2 noe some cute guys... hahaz! if there R some, of course.. *wink.. =)
was toying around wif da webcam juz now.. hahaz !! showing-off my electone, magz, my fingers.. hehe... n then some semi-naked guy appeared @ the back of me.. hahaz.. tat's F-U-N-N-Y.
sis n i were practically laughing our heads off.. it was pure entertainment.
*u noe wad i mean... muahahahahaahaha...
p/s, good luck2 all of the spm students ya.. next week dah last paper.. so kambate ya!?!?!
it's gonna b PARTY time AFTER tat.. so "tambah minyak banyak-banyak" , lyk wad we all say..
=)

i bruise easily...

sad birthday.

Get well soon b :)

Transformer!

Freakin emo

Selfish

OMG.

the quote

Performance with b :)

Can't sleep

get well soon b

Key to my heart

Emo-ish

'i like it'

chen onn and i =)

Bad bad future wife. XD

happy 2009 !

merry xmas

popo..

can't compare with your spongebob !

gossip girl =)

me = spongebob

im here !!

6months.

special olympics

Im sick. I think.

i've cut my hair !!

Bio. Damn.

It's never easy being me

Catch me if u can.

Surprise, surprise.

Don't try to fool me all ritez? :)

How to touch a girl.. :)

What a weekend

So relaxed.. So free.

Leave it all to fate

Sunway outing with bestties

Counting down the minutes till my b'day..

Always be my baby~

What i want for my 18th b'day

Goin to avril concert!! :)

B'day wishes. :)

sg congkak here i come!

Back in malaysia :)

10 percent WTF?

Back to s'pore

Do i go to the gym?

Exams.. Zzz.

Dance competition :)

Im back! :)

when will i find 'him'?

love.

i LOVE shoes =)

new job.. again. XD

SCORE !!!!!!!!!!

im slim once again !

undang.. PASSED !

stick figure.. lol.

bluek. no gazing upon the stars

update.. haha.

bz working.. no time 2 update.

MNG bag..

MAHJONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

things i did after SPM

long waited entry.. lol.

hannah me HAIR !

ker lee n i's b'day !!!

*phew* trials over...

stupid moral project

nokia N76.. drool.

i wanna go home !

sheena's workin.. lol.

sun burnt.. ouch.

im goin tanning tommorrow.. =)

holiz.. =)

Yu hua idol 07

bio lab..

chinese lit...

man u won..

i hate exams..

phew trials over...