BruisE EasiLy... ~ RacHeL...
Me, myself and I

RacHeL
4th of Sep..
just a gurl tat has her own identity with loads of thoughts as well as memories that can never be forgotten nor ignored.. someone with the passion to dance n just let loose once in a while, hoping for a miricle, a chance to shine thorough the darkness.. of course, i have people who lov me for who i am... loads of loving cousins, family n friends.. therfore, im blessed. nothin iz perfect, i don't deny. i don't ask for much, even though life can seem really unfair sometimes.. i am not hating it, but trying to lov everythin i have.. =)


Desires

wad will a 18 year old gurl desire for?
basically EVERYTHING she can get her hands on..
i want a life.
a hot body..
a million bucks..
experience snow..
owning a private beach..
owning a pair of Monolos..
to eat all the food i LOVE.
ppl to love me for who i m..
getting to know new people..
back-stabers to back off me..
a one way trip to Mauratious..
loads of prezzies on my b'day..
having all the clothes i adore..
a perfectly done medi, pedicure..
loads of cute guys for me to droll on..
a chance to dance in front of millions..
get to travel the WHOLE world backpacking..
a teen star falling head over heels with me..
an unlimited flow of Ben and Jerry's ice-cream..
a prada bag. *fendi iz oso an acceptable choice..
a decent job which doesn't involve child labour. *YeaSh*
owning a guy who pampers n LuRve me4 who im as my bf.. *wink*


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Sunday, November 19, 2006

it was tiring.. i don't deny... =)
but all worth it.. tat's 4sure.. im still here.. pei lin n ee ling r back 2 where they belong..
went 2 da beach yesterday.. it was........ how do u put it.. FREAKIN HOT !!!!!!
so i kinda went 4 a half-an-hour tan n im quite impressed wif the results as i have a golden-honey-tan rite now... lov it. =p
as we say.. there iz always a price for beauty.
i have slight sun-burn.. it was painful, obviously.. *eyes rolling.. kinda in pain whenever some1 touches my burn..
ouch.
oh yea... some guys playin netball "accidentaly" hit us (cuz n i) while we were walkin pass... mm.. wondering whether iz there more2 da story.. lolx... *day-dreaming...........


Friday, November 17, 2006

im here lying on my tummy on da floor of my room... looking @ pei lin who iz.. again, sleeping.
hahaz.. we're having a holiz rite now.. 3 pweettieee gurls in total.. tat's wad i think, including me, btw... !! lolx.. *perasan sgt// =p
anywayz, it was a bumpy ride here in the bus which iz kinda okie, i said OKIE shj ya.. hahaz.. but i hated my seat.
it was full wif bread crumbs most likey left by some fat guy which iz practically obssesed wif potato chips. GREAT. but i can't choose my seating so i might as well live wif it 4 bout 4 hrs.. it's gross, i noe.. but i've tried to get rid of them by using a tissue, don't u expect me using my BARE hands ya.. lolx.. don't wanna risk getting the SARS or bird flu or wad-so-ever. u may never noe how dirty these things r.... never.
listened 2 my mp3 while reading my next book.. it's called Cents n Sensibility.. great book.. loved it loads. better than the last 1 actualy.. =)
didn't sleep @ all.. was reading n gossip-ing all the way.. once again, both of them slept. lolx.. i juz don't get y they can sleep so much... still wondering y though.. =p
finally reached n my lovely dad came n bought lunch.. ain't my cup of tea but it's all rite... only 1 thing tat i didn't really enjoyed.. the choc milk shake was GROSS. it tasted more milky in a way.. wif no choc.. it WAS supposed 2 BE choc milkshake, rite? ugh.
next was SHOPPING. shopped lyk crazy, bought a tee which was really nice, no kidding.. 4 only 12.50.. tat's C-H-E-A-P. only bought tis 4 myself.. bought a voodo doll (ain't sure bout the spelling but who cares) 4 my sis.. she wanted tat SO much.. hahaz.. aren't im an angel? =)
later on.. met up wif my dearest..... my dad. =)
went over 2 our REAL destination.. guess wad? it was shopping 4 us again.. hahaz.. this time round, i bought a halter tank top, a nail polish n oso nail polish remover.. hahaz.. =p
all together.... spent bout 50bucks.. ouch.
i got 2 noe tat figure by the end of the day.. lolx...... im not such an angel when it comes 2 shopping.. the devil does lov playin peek-a-boo sometimes.. hahaz...
so im here now.. the next morning.. getting ready4 another shopping trip.. lolx..
oh yea,
they're STILL asleep, fyi.
=)


Sunday, November 12, 2006

my feet hurt. a lot.
='(
i had ballet on fri n teacher gave us an hour on pointe.. n i left home wif toes full of blisters..
it was a torture when i bathed.. gosh.. it still iz..
even @ nite.. i can't sleep well coz the wounds r freakin painfull man.. haiz.. the worst part iz.......
when i got 2 my ballet class 2day (sat).. my teacher wanted us2 do pointe again.. can u actually IMAGINE the pain?? OMG.
it's lyk poking onto my flesh in every single dance step i took.. brr... S-C-A-R-Y.
i can't even wear my fav sneakers.. gotta stick2 filp-flops until im complety all rite.. haiz..
tat's dancing my friends.. if u think dancing's easy, think twice.
*sob**

fyi....
4those who don't noe whatz' pointe... check tis out...

Pointe shoes are a special type of shoe used by ballet dancers for pointework. They developed from the desire to appear weightless onstage and have evolved to allow extended periods of movement on the tips of the toes (en pointe). Dancers now use satin pointe shoes with a hard but pliable shank and a box made up of layers of canvas, hessian, paper and glue. Because the shoes are very hard when new, most dancers develop idiosyncratic methods to break in their pointe shoes, including pounding the shoes against cement, hitting them with blunt hammers, bending them on a door frame, or simply massaging the shoe with their hands. The need to break in pointe shoes is to maintain sufficient rigidity in the shoe to ensure support yet have the flexibility to allow fluent movement.The pointe shoe should be tight, with only a pinch of cloth at the heel when the pointe shoe is en pointe and two ribbons are wrapped around the dancer's ankle for support. These shoes can cause serious problems from technique issues to chronic injuries if not used properly.


Sunday, November 05, 2006

sometimes things happen.. tat's somethin perfectly normal.. but sometimes... life juz don't go the way u wan it 2 b.. there's times where i questioned myself.. wad M i doin? y M i doin tis? i can't seem2 give myself a reason. wad r the answers 2 these questions? im juz so confused sometimes.. some of my frens ask me2 4get n move on.. not think bout the past.. bout wad happened.. but if u put yourself n my shoes.. will u do so too? i doubt it.
sometimes i feel as if i've been cheated. cheated not only by ppl, but oso some other elements n life. sometimes i wonder if i had taken or did tat.. will it change everything i have now? where would i actually b? u see, more questions without answers...
but lyk wad said in da poem of the road not taken, it's said tat one iz always given chances in life... it's up to u 2 choose any 1 of them.. but if u've decided 2 give up on it.. don't ever look back. see the future n b fair by not comparing.. im human too. i have feelings.. not every1's perfect, sometimes when im down, i try 2act as if nothin happend.. it's all on da surface.. im a living mask, i'd say.
life's unfair, i noe..
things said can't b taken back, i noe..

we can't turn back time, i noe..
but why?
some of u may think it's some kinda message im tryin 2 tell but it's not tat simple. it's somethin happening in my life rite now.. family, peers, skool, love, lust.. r the things revolving around me.. i juz hope i can finally understand the stuff happening.. these r problems tat often occur in the life of a teen.. im sure of tat.. so pls, those who read wad i wrote.. don't jump into conclusions..
it ain't wad u thought it iz, trust me.
it's juz a part of me.


Wednesday, November 01, 2006

yesterday was F-A-B !!!
did loads of stuff n all.. in i simply LOVED, LOVED n LOVVEEDDDDD it~!
lolx...
okie, lets get2 da point.
it was.. erm.... tues,
as usual, my dear-old-buddy-aka-physics teacher-who-simply-ADORES-breaking-for-coffee-practically-24/7....... u get the idea.
he didn't appear, as usual.
so basicly we kinda left earlier than we should, i'd say. it's not as if we were "ponteng-ing".. it was juz......... lol.
anyhoo, we went outta skool @ about 1230hrs.. n it started 2 rain.
GREAT.
got2 a really nice place wif really supreb chicken-ham-cheeze.... YUM. *drooll..... 2gether wif 2 of my partner in crime.. dah habis makan, we kinda stayed there 2 chat n all.. damn syoik. talked bout LOADS of things.. tat i don't think u wanna noe... hahaz!!
it was STILL raining but we gotta go back.. so we walked back in da rain... @ tis point, somethin popped into my mind.. i was thinkin.. "where r the GUYS when we need them????"
lolx.. i mean, when we r bz n all.. sometimes guys seem2 come in the way.. but when u need them.. there're no where 2 b seen.. hahaz.. but it ain't u guys fault la.. so don't fret. =)
went back2 skool... guess wad we did?!?!?!
we kinda played UNDER DA RAIN !!!!! it was SO nice.. it's as if all ur sorrows n problems r washed away.. so nice.. we were lyk a bunch of gurls juz having fun.. playin under the rain wif the ball flying all over n us consently shouting when the ball tends 2 b thrown @ 1s direction.. tat WAS the actual point why net-ball was invented, wasn't it?? XD
it was C-R-A-Z-Y... didn't do tat in a LONG time.. gotta play under the rain much often now.. =)
when i called my mom2 pick me up, it was about an hour playin under da rain... obviously, i was SOAKIN-WET............
i was kinda worried tat my mom will nag me ALL the way home.. so i kinda changed back into my uniform n pretend tat nothin happend.. but my mom got 2 noe somehow as she asked me bout it TODAY.. she was lyk.. "Rac, y on earth were ur socks n tee tat u wore 4 ball practice yesterday SOOO wet??"
i was kinda thinkin... "i sweat a lot???"
hahaz.... but tat wouldn't work 4 sure.. so natually, got a 30-min lecture.. lolx..
playing under da rain,
not bad.