RacHeL
4th of Sep..
just a gurl tat has her own identity with loads of thoughts as well as memories that can never be forgotten nor ignored.. someone with the passion to dance n just let loose once in a while, hoping for a miricle, a chance to shine thorough the darkness.. of course, i have people who lov me for who i am... loads of loving cousins, family n friends.. therfore, im blessed. nothin iz perfect, i don't deny. i don't ask for much, even though life can seem really unfair sometimes.. i am not hating it, but trying to lov everythin i have.. =)
Desires
wad will a 18 year old gurl desire for?
basically EVERYTHING she can get her hands on..
i want a life.
a hot body..
a million bucks..
experience snow..
owning a private beach..
owning a pair of Monolos..
to eat all the food i LOVE.
ppl to love me for who i m..
getting to know new people..
back-stabers to back off me..
a one way trip to Mauratious..
loads of prezzies on my b'day..
having all the clothes i adore..
a perfectly done medi, pedicure..
loads of cute guys for me to droll on..
a chance to dance in front of millions..
get to travel the WHOLE world backpacking..
a teen star falling head over heels with me..
an unlimited flow of Ben and Jerry's ice-cream..
a prada bag. *fendi iz oso an acceptable choice..
a decent job which doesn't involve child labour. *YeaSh*
owning a guy who pampers n LuRve me4 who im as my bf.. *wink*
I'm having the day from hell It was all going so well (before you came) And you told me you needed space With a kiss on the side my face (not again) And not to mentionThe tears, ashame But i should have kicked your(ass instead) I need intervention Attetion to stop this temptation to scream Cause baby Everything is f'ed up straight from the heart Tell what do you do when it all falls apart Gotta pick myself up, where do i start Cause i can't turn to you when it all falls apart Don't know where i parked my car Don't know who my real friends are(anymore) I put my faith in you What a stupid thing to do(when it rains it pours) And not to mention (i drank too much) I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch) I need intervention Attention to stop this temptation to scream Cause baby Everything is f'ed up straight from the heart Tell me what do you do when it all falls apart Gotta pick myself up where do i start Cause i can't turn to you when it all falls apart Can it be easier? Can i just change my life? Cause it just seems to go bad everytime Will i be mending?Another one ending once again Everything is f'ed up straight from the heart Tell me what do you do when it all falls apart Gotta pick myself up, where do i start Cause i can't turn to you when it all falls apart...