It's 10.50pm.
im on my bed pressing the keypad of my phone while talking to ali..
"can u not marry in the future? I'd want you by my side always"
so sweet eh?
:)
she is worried tat i'd forget about her when she turns 18 in 7years time..
don't think i can, even if i want to!
lol.
my family made me cry just now.. I was WAY too touched by wad they did..
though it wasn't really ideal look n expression i had in mind but i weeped when my sis gave me my fav flower - the rose.
she even clipped 6 beautiful butterfly clips on it.. When i thought no1's gonna b remembering my b'day, let alone celebrating..
im blessed to have a family who cares so much,
a family who pulls me back up when i was sober..
i owe them so much..
friends are important, i don't deny but family is forever..
i was hesitant n felt irritated when there wasn't a big 18th b'day bash, when there wasn't a lorry full of presents for me..
after tonight, i'd b a lady, as quoted by my besttie pui wan.. :)
i m very satisfied with the simple celebration i had with my family, the simple note i recieved from my cousin sheena before she left, a simple b'day wish from a friend, a simple call from someone i love.
happy 18th b'day rachel
:)
