im on my bed pressing the keypad of my phone while talking to ali..
"can u not marry in the future? I'd want you by my side always"
so sweet eh?
she is worried tat i'd forget about her when she turns 18 in 7years time..
don't think i can, even if i want to!
my family made me cry just now.. I was WAY too touched by wad they did..
though it wasn't really ideal look n expression i had in mind but i weeped when my sis gave me my fav flower - the rose.
she even clipped 6 beautiful butterfly clips on it.. When i thought no1's gonna b remembering my b'day, let alone celebrating..
im blessed to have a family who cares so much,
a family who pulls me back up when i was sober..
i owe them so much..
friends are important, i don't deny but family is forever..
i was hesitant n felt irritated when there wasn't a big 18th b'day bash, when there wasn't a lorry full of presents for me..
after tonight, i'd b a lady, as quoted by my besttie pui wan.. :)
i m very satisfied with the simple celebration i had with my family, the simple note i recieved from my cousin sheena before she left, a simple b'day wish from a friend, a simple call from someone i love.
happy 18th b'day rachel