BruisE EasiLy... ~ RacHeL...
Me, myself and I

4th of Sep..
just a gurl tat has her own identity with loads of thoughts as well as memories that can never be forgotten nor ignored.. someone with the passion to dance n just let loose once in a while, hoping for a miricle, a chance to shine thorough the darkness.. of course, i have people who lov me for who i am... loads of loving cousins, family n friends.. therfore, im blessed. nothin iz perfect, i don't deny. i don't ask for much, even though life can seem really unfair sometimes.. i am not hating it, but trying to lov everythin i have.. =)


wad will a 18 year old gurl desire for?
basically EVERYTHING she can get her hands on..
i want a life.
a hot body..
a million bucks..
experience snow..
owning a private beach..
owning a pair of Monolos..
to eat all the food i LOVE.
ppl to love me for who i m..
getting to know new people..
back-stabers to back off me..
a one way trip to Mauratious..
loads of prezzies on my b'day..
having all the clothes i adore..
a perfectly done medi, pedicure..
loads of cute guys for me to droll on..
a chance to dance in front of millions..
get to travel the WHOLE world backpacking..
a teen star falling head over heels with me..
an unlimited flow of Ben and Jerry's ice-cream..
a prada bag. *fendi iz oso an acceptable choice..
a decent job which doesn't involve child labour. *YeaSh*
owning a guy who pampers n LuRve me4 who im as my bf.. *wink*



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Wednesday, September 03, 2008

It's 10.50pm.

im on my bed pressing the keypad of my phone while talking to ali..

"can u not marry in the future? I'd want you by my side always"

so sweet eh?

she is worried tat i'd forget about her when she turns 18 in 7years time..

don't think i can, even if i want to!

my family made me cry just now.. I was WAY too touched by wad they did..
though it wasn't really ideal look n expression i had in mind but i weeped when my sis gave me my fav flower - the rose.

she even clipped 6 beautiful butterfly clips on it.. When i thought no1's gonna b remembering my b'day, let alone celebrating..
im blessed to have a family who cares so much,
a family who pulls me back up when i was sober..
i owe them so much..

friends are important, i don't deny but family is forever..

i was hesitant n felt irritated when there wasn't a big 18th b'day bash, when there wasn't a lorry full of presents for me..

after tonight, i'd b a lady, as quoted by my besttie pui wan.. :)

i m very satisfied with the simple celebration i had with my family, the simple note i recieved from my cousin sheena before she left, a simple b'day wish from a friend, a simple call from someone i love.

happy 18th b'day rachel